Stream of Conscious

I AM.
I am writing.
They are watching.
I am writing that they are watching.
What am I writing while they watch
Meaningless words.
I am thinking.
I am trying to think what they are thinking
But still they are watching.
I continue to write.
As long as they watch I shall write.
But what? Writer's block.
Writer block those that watch as you write what you think.
So I write.
I will continue to write.
I am a writer.
I have been written.
Write, write.

Again
I am writing.
Again, just writing.
I'm also sitting and thinking.
Yet again.
Now what am I thinking?
I'm thinking "what will I write"
I see what I'm thinkin
On paper I write what I think I see
They are listening.
They're trying to hear what I'm writing
But didn't they see it
Watch me write.
Listen to the words that I write
It's alright
For we must write, for life
write for it is right.

I continue
I'm continuing to live and write.
They laugh
Now they are laughing
Do they laugh because I write?
Or because I write they're laughing
They won't stop
I won't stop,
Writing that is.
I can't stop writing.
I don't listen
I just write that they laugh though I don't listen to them laugh while I write.
I should write of love
or should I love what I write.
Or simply write LOVE.
But how do I write, love?
Is it eros?
Is it phileo?
Or agape?
I wrote all three.
God is.

I write God is LOVE.
Surely God loves me
So I shall continue to write of God.
I shall continue to write God loves.
Write, love.
Right love.
Write.