The Cry of the Mistress

relatonships. Why don't they seem to last?
Cause you, he always mover around so fast
swaying them
   playing them
Obviously persuading them
While I'm incessantly trying to possess him
Venture
on my adventure
try
   fly
    glide from side to side
High!
that is
On my love
I even open up a little
to try to let you in
So you can choose to go back again
And again
To some other
Well, ain't that a bitch?
   Or is it me?

Maybe had I not called
You
  Knowing how you'd feel
Momentarily
Oftn
For himor her, you know how you do
Over an over tis truth we've been through
Yet still I wait
Saving my lov
Can't you see?
Cause that's just deep
Deep
   deep
I'm weak
But you, baby you, you just don't know
Pain you never let hal
So let' hide it
I won't fight, ignore or run from this
It' all my fault...

Maybe it would've worked
I say, let's stay
In my head are so many lies
Why oh why do I cry?
Will  oh please somehow I ie
Only inside
That's just how it is swet lost loe
Why can't it be, a life
    For just you, me, and she
Laughing
Learnng, holding, and yearning
For more loving
Of Another
Knowing you could never
Never ever give your life
To another, holding hands loving man.

Sure I'll take all blame
Even play your most dangerous game
Through all this sin and shame
The mental, verbal, an emotional abuse
fits of rage, hate, distrust, and deliberate misuse
Until you decide to claim
    give names
Better yet obtain something more suitable for you
What about the hearts you took
    Not only mine
Following before and after